Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda

So here's my latest self revelation:  There's no time to regret the past!!!!  There's a lot of things wish I pursued in my younger days.  I wanted to be a writer and took the classes at UCLA.  I should've waited to settle down and pursued my career.  I could've went back to school several times.  I would've stayed in the one class I was taking to the end instead of quitting because of scheduling conflicts.

Well time waits for no one!  Now I have to take opportunities as I see them.  Stop postponing things and most of all follow through.  Not just get excited about a thought but keep going to see it to the end.  Maybe that's why I've started and stopped weight loss programs soo many times.  Finally getting to the point of being happy with myself (and yes I'm still plump and I don't care what anyone else thinks!)  I'm going to stop being afraid to take risks and live my life live and in living color.  I want to live my life eclectic, with wild hair, loud laughter, good food and love!  Especially love!  I had closed myself off to love of another person because it's safe.  I don't get hurt if I don't put myself out there.  Tired of being prim and proper, doing what I thought everyone else thinks I should or what everyone else thinks is the right path

So I throw off the confinements of society, I love me and I am going to live how I want to live!! Plump, vixen, hippie, free spirit, still a mom, new soundtrack, and laughing all the time.